My Love

This is for you
The one I love
Whom I have loved forever
But have never been loved in return
and inside my head
This is kills me inside.

Knowing the you've never really loved me
Is the worst pain of them all
Knowing that the times we spent in each others arms were false
Why did you betray me?
Why did you leed me on?
Why did you pretend to love?
Why?

All I ask
Is that you leave me now
A shattered shell of my formerself
Alone in this world
Alone forever more.


(dedicated for someone I love before )

I wish ...

I wish he knew what he meant to me.
I wish I could find the words that could tell of my love.
I wish I knew how to tell him.
I wish things were different.
I wish we lived closer together.
There are many wishes I have for us.
But they will have to wait til later.
We'll be together soon.

Hopefully I'll have LOVE again