Madness

Bingung bgt ..
Gw ga tau harus gimana lg ..
Belakangan ini emosi gw emang balik lagi ga ke kontrol after ngelewatin masa2 bahagia . Mo teriak tp ga bisa, mo nangis ga sanggup..alhasil sesak di dada malah makin menyiksa .
Tp gw ga boleh larut sm smua itu ... gw harus banyak bersabar & Istigfar untuk menyelesain smanya.

Bingung , kalut , prasaan kosong, kangen , marah, smua berbaur jadi satu ...Gw harus tetap sabar ..ini cuma cobaan buat gw .
Gw ga boleh cengeng ngadepin smua, gw harus TOUGHT .. gw harus buktiin kalo gw mampu .. I'M a SUPER WOMAN

Knapa dulu gw mampu dan skrg gw g bisa ??? .. GW HARUS BISA ...

Never Been Easy, If...

It’s never been easy whether you have a disaster or a joy If you don’t decide from which side you’ll see It’s never been easy to love or to hate If you don’t learn how this feelings grows It’s never been easy to trust or not to trust If you don’t recognize the people around It’s never been easy to be happy or sad If you don’t give your self a chance to show it It’s never been easy to be brave or to be coward If you don’t know the difference in between It’s never been easy to help or not to help If you don’t think how its going to make a change It’s never been easy to be angry or to be patience If you don’t draw the limitation lines It’s never been easy to say or not to say If you don’t take the responsibilities that goes with your words It’s never been easy, to laugh or to cry If you don’t realize when the proper time to do It’s never been easy to condolence or to celebrate If you can’t see the worth of a tears and a smile It’s never been easy to praying or partying If you can’t feel what a heart are for So, never wish nor think That I become you and you become me Because I can see it’s never been easy Even for every single one of us… When we all don’t know who we really are Or what we really want… It’s never going to be easy