Aku Ingin ...

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

by Sapardi Djoko Damono

" Well, I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don't wanna be lonely anymore "

~ Lonely No More by Rob Thomas ~

(buat yang lagi Lost Feeling ..)

Lost Feeling ...

Lost Feeling ...
This is what we felt at this time
Feeling empty, lonely, confused and frustation
No more laught & brightnees in our life
It's was so BLUE and almost DARK

Now we need something to light on
To illuminate & build up our love life
I'll be captivated.. to instead of the gallows of confusing

" I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life "

I'll Be by Edwin McCain

( I Miss You so bad ... mylove )

I Miss You so much ...

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

Oh... I miss you so much
I long for your love ...It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Joke's on me (yeah)
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me (to me)
How could I let your intentions
Get over on me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
God knows you're the only one I want
That I love oh baby

Baby why aren't you missing me?
Baby why aren't you missing me?




Song by : TLC
written by : Baby Face

( Lagu gw minggu ini after Cinta T'akhir .... Edun ... how could this happen ???
with a deep sincerety I'll take this all to be a BIG PRESENT from GOD )

Ujian- adalah nikmatku ...

Hatiku beku..
Kelu tanpa ada senyum yang singgah disana
Ketakutanku jadi beban yang kulalui saat ini
Yang mereka tau ..slalu ada tangis dihadapan-Nya

Ujianku kali ini adalah nikmat dari-Nya yang patut aku syukuri
Mungkin ini saatnya aku lebih mendekatkan diri kepada-Nya
Atas smua dosa yang pernah aku perbuat sebelumnya


" ... Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami bersalah, Ya Tuhan kami janganlah engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yg berat sebagaimana engkau bebankan kepada org2 sebelum kami ... " (Al Baqarah- 286 )